alrighty so its been a whole month and 3 days. its 4 in the morning and im bored and have just been thinking. i also killed a bug..and feel bad? its weird. so much has been going on but some of it isnt so great.
last time i posted it was the fourth of july. and that was even beofre the party. well that day went well. rob was there. watched fireworks. everyone left cept kim. then me kim and rachel sat outside taking pictures. ummm.
theres been som ebad times since then. between me and rob. with arguing and sadness and things of that nature. its not been fun..but yea.. its my fault.
ive been thinking a bunch layin here in bed by myself at this hour. about things i miss. well things i miss rob doing actually. there wasnt many:
random hugs.
random kisses.
randomly calling me beautiful.
random comments saying he loves me..
when we're laying around, random squeezes to show he really wants me there.
things of those nature..
i guess its just random stuff really. i love random stuff. it used to be so great. but maybe that all changing is supposed to happen. i woudl randomly like you to know that i watched the Garden State and i love it.
apparently im addicted to facebook. eh it happens. school starts soon..ugh. i dont know of like anyone i have classes with.. i wish i did. seems like everyone else has people..so not cool. but oh well it wouldnt be ther first time i had no friends in my classes. i guess ill just have to be more social and make friends. can i do that? will nicole change even more to fit in more. hmm we'll see. it could happen. although me changing hasnt been for the better.
i guess im going to this picnic thing on the 11th that now everyone wants me to go to. should be..uh interesting. we'll see.
my uncle who moved to flordia is visiting soon. i need to go clothes shopping. i love music. ive got repo songs stuck in mah head..kim borrowed that movie from me and now that its gone i wanna watch it. oh well i can wait.
i got my face painted and went rock climbing yesterday. twas super fun. i wish people would wanna hang out with me more. ive been talking my mum into giving me a later curfew. yay. i like free stuff. got a bunch from target. including bubbles!
speaking of bubbles. ive been painting/drawing/outlining on this great canvas that dad found. its pretty great. i wish i could go to the mall. i sleep with a stuffed doggy. i wish i had a cool teddy bear.. i love randomness.
hey i think youre cute would you like to see a movie with me?
i just randomly thought of outerline drive.
i can see the moon from here. i should get to sleep. i need to stop thinking so much. i need to say what im thinking more often. RAWR.
my hairs all skughlwhbls and such. tis very annoying. oh well.
i thought i had more to say. i guess not. my phone wont charge correctly. and luke randomly texted me at 4 in the morning? what a weirdo.
do you think im pretty?
well i guess now ill get to sleep cuz i need it. this post only took me 18 min to complete. thats cool.
Nicole Elizabeth.
