Saturday, July 4

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ok so its been awhile, its the fourth of july.

not that much has happened in the last little bit of time. its summer.i was at as party last night that was fun. otherwise ive just been around hanging out with folks. actually the same folks.

so i think today may suck a little bit..there are a few reasons i think so. first off i didnt get to sleep til 3 am then i woke up at 7. i did fall back asleep for like an hour and a half but thats not much sleep. it was enough sleep to have a pretty bad dream though.. i hate bad dreams.. i dont even know why i have them.. i dunno it just makes my stomach hurt. then of course i hit my fricken elbow n the edge of the door.. ouch.. it hurts. a lot. feeling a bit better though. but those are signs today may suck. another is love doesnt know when he's getting here. his best friends party is the same time as mine. which i understand i mean hey best friends haha i can wait. im just glad he's coming here at all.

uhh what else. hmm. well theres not much. i guess i could talk about the party. there were some heavy drinkers there. and some nudity. and dancing. with a pole. and smoking. we had to leave early though due to curfew. so att the Rated R stuff happened later. if at all. uh. the car ride home was fun. i was like sleep drunk. and i heard mike mike ( who claims he doesnt sing) sing MCR haha. kyle who was drunk was just sitting there eatting cheese curls. haha. no one would dance with me at the party but oh well. kevin spent half the time we were there with his pants off haha. jordan slapped everyone on the ass ( including me weird0 ) hmm. there were glowsticks. i love glowsticks.

me and love are gonna get my new fischy. im excited. its gonna be a goldfischy and hes gonna schwimmy schwimmy. i filled the tank yesterday. i loves it. all it needs now is a fish and some plants and itll be all set. =] i cant wait.

oh. i got my braces off. if thats any fun news.. not really. still got this stupid retainer. i wish someone would get online. im bored..and lonely.i cant wait for love to get here today.. i really misses him.a lot.

hmm what else what else..dorney park with melissa melissa. taht ws fun. it rained pretty much the whole time and we were first in line for a lot of the rides. we have to do that again. maybe bring someone else to who doesnt like rides to get him into them. hint hint.

i went to annes yesterday for a funny faces photo shoot. it was funny haha. i can do funny faces.

i feel like drawing but i dont know what to draw.

k so when i crack my knuckles my elbow hurts. thats fun. god i want a hug.. i wish there was something good on tv. theres still like 6 hours til the party. ugh. even longer til i see love so i can has hug.i knew it. its windy. that always happens when we are gonna have a BBQ. paperplates flying everywhere cups that arnt quite full all the way tip over ans spill.. ugh.

im not even hungry for breakfast.. my stomach hurts.. i dont like this. oh well. i keep feeling like i have to sneeze. ahh there we go. does anyone even read this anymore? im gonna go with a no. oh well.
theres not much else to talk about. so i guess thats it now.
Nicole Elizabeth
I Love Rob Scheld. ( A Lot. )