Saturday, May 9

I Dont Believe That Anybody Feels The Way I Do About You Now.


ok. so i havent updated since march.

its may now.

i guess a few things have happened.

lets see if i can remember them all. ok. i went to this amazing show. i took my SATs. i went to a fair. i broke my phone.

i cant remember much else.

so lets just go off of that.

The Show. i went with carrie jeff steve george and GHETTO BOOTY. we went to see a skylit drive dance gavin dance attack attack i see stars in fear and faith and theres another band that we didnt get to see cuz we got there late. but the show was amazing. i bought a shirt from dance gavin dance and i got love a shirt from attack attack cuz he didnt go. he went to see disturbed with mikey. anyway. fun stuff happened. the ride up was hilarious. the ride back.. not so much. carrie and glenn got into a fght at the end of the show. so it was a really quiet car ride. we went to wawa to get soemthign to eat. we were out past curfew. i got home aound one. called love. and went to bed.

SATs. had to wake up early. ugh. they werent as hard as i thought they were gonna be. which i thought was good. but usually things i think are kinda easy i end up failing so that could be bad news for me.. oh well. for snacks i got a box of cookies. and a monster. yum yum yum. there really isnt much else to say on that topic.

The Fair. i went with steph and mike mike. apparently mike mike doesnt like rides. which kinda sucked cuz thats all me and steph wanted to do. so we ended up making him go on two. he didnt have a good time thoguh he told me. i did though. me and steph got a free ride. they forgot to take us off. it was funny except for thats the ride that cracked the front screen on my phone. then after the fair we were walking back to stephs house when i got a text. it was to remind me about the season finale of scrubs. =[ i almost missed it. but i didnt. it was a great ending. but i
didnt want it to end..i love that show.me and love are gonna get those seasons i swear.

Art Show. i comepletely forgot about it even though im going today. i have two things in it. my logo design and my huge movie poster. love has two things in it two. we're going today like i said. =] means i get to see him.

hmm.

i think thats all about that too.

so what else do i have to say. i mean i said a lot.

how about a paragraph about my love. =]

alright. so my love, rob scheld, is the most amazing person in the world. and even better yet, hes all mine. id hope he wouldnt wanna be shared. cuz im not gonna. ever. mine mine mine. i lvoe him more then anything in the whole entire world. and then some. i think about him all the time. its constant. everything reminds me of him in one way or another. i cant get him out of my head. (although i dont want to) i miss him so much when hes not around. he makes me smile all thetime. even if hes not around. when he hugs me i dont want him to let go. my favorite thing to do is to just lie around with him. we could just be watching tv. i hate having to say goodbye to him. hes the best. =] im not gonna let you go love. i hope he never ever leave me. i have to admit i am an extrememly jealous person when it comes to him. its ridiculous. i swear it is. the littlest thing will set off my jealousy. anyway. i need more stuff of his. ive been thinking. he has a bunch of my stuff. all i have is his hoodie. also he needs to fix his nicole necklace. i dunno if hes noticed but im not wearing my rob necklace til he fixes his. we also need more better pictures. i love taking pictures with him. even though it may seem like i dont want my picture taken. i do. with him. i cant wait until the next time i see him. im gonna hug him so much. i really miss him. i just saw him like 10 hours ago. i love him so much. i hope he knows that. hes my inspiration. he really is. i love to draw stuff for him. write notes to him. text him. but sometimes i think i get annoying. which could be true. i do get a bit clingy without realizing it. i think thats why im so jealous. but he puts up with it. and im glad. i would die if he left me i really would. im gonna love rob scheld forever. and ever.

well i think im done. this is pretty long. i guess it makes up for two months. maybe. but i think i could write about my love all day. =] i hope he knows how much i love/miss/need him. but like i said im done now.
ill try and update sooner next time.


I Love Rob Scheld.


Nicole Elizabeth.