28 days, 6 hours, 42 minutes and 12 seconds

ok its the first minute of November 30th.

its been forever since ive blogged about anything in any way shape or form..

ok so i just read through my whole last post and that was the week i spent at mike mikes house.

that was a pretty amazing week as i recall. not that the time since then hasnt been amazing as well.

ive spent most of my time with mike mike. i love it =].

also today is the last day of thanksgiving break. which is sad. but i also get to miss school tomorrow because me and mum are gonna go shopping. it should be a good time.

this break has been kinda ok. i mean i got to see mike mike a whole bunch =] and wednesday i went to the Saosin concert. it was amazing. i love them.

i got hugs from the band and the lead singer called me Sweetie.

umm Rachel got surgery and a week and a half ago. that was fun.

Thanksgiving was interesting.

uhhhhhh theres not much else to say.

how about. i wish a certain mike mike would tell me what he really wants for christmas.

i told him what i wanted. and he found other things on his little cheating trip to zerns and the mall. (cheater)

i love that kid. =]

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and now for something completely different.

i just made a cd for my mum. i hope she likes it.

i should really be getting to sleep.

i feel like painting.

Rawro?

mike mike isnt answering me. i guess he fell asleep again.

he was here not to long ago. we were watching movies downstaires =]

(and i dont want the world to see me cuz i dont think that theyd understand when everythings made to be broken i just want you to know who i am)

the dreams in which im dying are the best ive ever had.

Donnie Darko <3

its a mad world.

well i just got distracted by a youtube video haha.

but i think its time to get to bed.

i think im tired. but i cant really tell.

oh well thats the end there isnt anymore.

Nicole Elizabeth

Weirdo <3

Daisuki Desu

oky dokey. so its been a good amount of time i guess its the 25th. so whats that like uh.. ::thinks:: 18 days. i think thats a good amount of time between posts. not muhc has happened again.
( i fell like i start of every post the same.)
well its Friday. the Friday before a three day weekend. its pretty great.
Ive been staying at mike mikes house since Tuesday. its been pretty amazing. minus the fact that he's in Florida. been there since Wednesday night.
but he comes home tomorrow.
now im blogging to techno music. haha. this kids got a weird variety of songs i must say. i love these headphones though. they're great.
i dunno why but its kinda hard to type on this keyboard. aannyywwaayy
uhh i just had something i wanted to say and now i forgot..damn.
ooh yea. uhh im kinda mad cuz i forgot how mike mike said to get new music on here. i was all excited and then i forgot. go me.
loud music makes me smile. and i know that no ones trying to talk to me so i can listen to loud music through headphones like ive always wanted to. =] its amazing.
so gym this year sux. i hate it. its completely co-ed. rawr..i got a one out of five yesterday cuz i didn't feel like jogging..its so annoying.
30/30-150? good song Ive just found out.
so yea..uh this school years going pretty well. im doing well in most classes i think. uhhh.
im not very exciting apparently. i cant think of much to say.
my goal for this year is to have a spotlight in the art show. i know i wont have one but its just a goal of mine. it seems to be helping me keep focused on my art stuffs and do better at it as well. it makes me happy.
smile in your sleep.
i love music =]
Ive got some homework over the long weekend..=[ rawr i hate homework..
but oh well. next week i get to be shown how to do neat tunnel boxes. they're so cool. and i really wanna know how to make em haha. yea that was random. but you know what..
you liked it. haha..yea i dunno..
::bring in hardcore breakdown::
so this tablet thing is pretty amazing. i want one. but im certainly nto gonna tell anyone that haha.
you're not alone there is more to this i know you can make it out you will live to tell.
yea little Saosin there ]
so after im done this im going thru mike mikes entire itunes library and correcting songs and artists haha its bugging me..
yea so umm. i pretty much love it here in this room.
its great =] and the bed is really comfy. way better then my bed. its much better here then it is at my house..
i don't wanna leave..but i have to tomorrow.
speaking of tomorrow. we gotta pick mike mike up from the airport. =] im kinda excited. not only to pick him up of course but also cuz i cant remember being in an airport before.
(the excitement is mostly cuz we're getting him though haha)
ok ok ok i think im finished here.

Nicole Elizabeth


Daisuki Desu.

=]

I Know That Song Makes You Think Of Him.

blog blog blog blog. i havent blogged in a month.

Note To Self : blog more.

and yea i know i say that in almost every post but i really should. cuz then i end up forgetting things i wanna say.bbuuttt aannyywwaayy.

to continue random things from my last post-- school has started. its not labor day break thing. 4 day weekend this being the last day haha. i do have some friends in my classes. and for those i dont have friends in or sit close to ive started to make new friends.

i have a feeling im gonna be freaking out a bunch about these classes though. i need to be more creative via art classes. i have a bunch and with the projects itll be tough. but i think i can do it. i can be creative when i need to be i think. scratch that, i hope. but they seem fun.

uh that picnic thing i said i was going to in my last post never happened. haha

my uncle from Florida has come and gone. and he wants me to make him a picture thing. they bought me a huge canvas to paint/draw on for them.. i need to get on that. my mum wants it done by Christmas. which seems like awhile away but with all the stuff im gonna have to do for school i just really need to find the time.

my stuffed doggy isnt here with me. its with that "cool teddy" i was talking about...speaking of cool teddy..well yea. never mind haha.

im listening to a song a quoted in my last post? that was interesting..=]

and now im done continuing on from my last post.

TIME FOR NEW STUFF!

so it would seem that my relationship with a certain Mr. Scheld has ended. yep thats right. its over. but thats ok. we both knew it was gonna end and we both seem happy. we're friends and see each other all the time. so its cool.

i feel like sitting on a roof. and i also with i hada closet..sadness.

theres beauty in the breakdown.

i need ideas but i dont know why or what for..yet. i need to do something. mike mike said he was coming over at noon. its one? haha. what a weirdo. although he is my weirdo.

oh my gosh.

i went to a concert not to long ago. it was amazing. i need a new calendar. but yea concert. blink 182 , weezer, taking back sunday. it was amazing. i went with Anne Karlyn and this kid named Jeremy ( i love that name) we had so much fun even though we missed the first two bands.

i bought a tshirt and a hoodie. =]

i passed out yesterday morning. and now i have this huge scratch/forming bruise on the side of my face. it is the worst feeling in teh world to do that. at least to me. i got my ears pierced.

a skylit drive =]

i should be getting ink for my printer soon. so i can print out more pictures. yay. i needs them. i also need more artwork for my other wall. its kinda empty. i need more room in my room. and i still want a closet. i wish there was a roof that i wasn't actually scared to sit on right outside my window unlike the one that's there. its at too much of a slant. sadness.

Melissa Melissa made me a CD. its pretty amazing if i do say so myself. i think mike mike may have fallen asleep again. what a weirdo. im wearing new socks. just thought id throw that out there.

rawr.

i think maybe ill go work on that thign for my uncle on the front porch for a little. waiting for mike mike. or maybe i wont. i dunno but i think im done with this blogging thing for today.

Nicole Elizabeth.

.:I Wont Forget You:.

alrighty so its been a whole month and 3 days. its 4 in the morning and im bored and have just been thinking. i also killed a bug..and feel bad? its weird. so much has been going on but some of it isnt so great.

last time i posted it was the fourth of july. and that was even beofre the party. well that day went well. rob was there. watched fireworks. everyone left cept kim. then me kim and rachel sat outside taking pictures. ummm.

theres been som ebad times since then. between me and rob. with arguing and sadness and things of that nature. its not been fun..but yea.. its my fault.

ive been thinking a bunch layin here in bed by myself at this hour. about things i miss. well things i miss rob doing actually. there wasnt many:

random hugs.

random kisses.

randomly calling me beautiful.

random comments saying he loves me..

when we're laying around, random squeezes to show he really wants me there.

things of those nature..

i guess its just random stuff really. i love random stuff. it used to be so great. but maybe that all changing is supposed to happen. i woudl randomly like you to know that i watched the Garden State and i love it.

apparently im addicted to facebook. eh it happens. school starts soon..ugh. i dont know of like anyone i have classes with.. i wish i did. seems like everyone else has people..so not cool. but oh well it wouldnt be ther first time i had no friends in my classes. i guess ill just have to be more social and make friends. can i do that? will nicole change even more to fit in more. hmm we'll see. it could happen. although me changing hasnt been for the better.

i guess im going to this picnic thing on the 11th that now everyone wants me to go to. should be..uh interesting. we'll see.

my uncle who moved to flordia is visiting soon. i need to go clothes shopping. i love music. ive got repo songs stuck in mah head..kim borrowed that movie from me and now that its gone i wanna watch it. oh well i can wait.

i got my face painted and went rock climbing yesterday. twas super fun. i wish people would wanna hang out with me more. ive been talking my mum into giving me a later curfew. yay. i like free stuff. got a bunch from target. including bubbles!

speaking of bubbles. ive been painting/drawing/outlining on this great canvas that dad found. its pretty great. i wish i could go to the mall. i sleep with a stuffed doggy. i wish i had a cool teddy bear.. i love randomness.

hey i think youre cute would you like to see a movie with me?

i just randomly thought of outerline drive.

i can see the moon from here. i should get to sleep. i need to stop thinking so much. i need to say what im thinking more often. RAWR.

my hairs all skughlwhbls and such. tis very annoying. oh well.

i thought i had more to say. i guess not. my phone wont charge correctly. and luke randomly texted me at 4 in the morning? what a weirdo.

do you think im pretty?

well i guess now ill get to sleep cuz i need it. this post only took me 18 min to complete. thats cool.

Nicole Elizabeth.

__A-L-C-O-H-O-L __

ok so its been awhile, its the fourth of july.

not that much has happened in the last little bit of time. its summer.i was at as party last night that was fun. otherwise ive just been around hanging out with folks. actually the same folks.

so i think today may suck a little bit..there are a few reasons i think so. first off i didnt get to sleep til 3 am then i woke up at 7. i did fall back asleep for like an hour and a half but thats not much sleep. it was enough sleep to have a pretty bad dream though.. i hate bad dreams.. i dont even know why i have them.. i dunno it just makes my stomach hurt. then of course i hit my fricken elbow n the edge of the door.. ouch.. it hurts. a lot. feeling a bit better though. but those are signs today may suck. another is love doesnt know when he's getting here. his best friends party is the same time as mine. which i understand i mean hey best friends haha i can wait. im just glad he's coming here at all.

uhh what else. hmm. well theres not much. i guess i could talk about the party. there were some heavy drinkers there. and some nudity. and dancing. with a pole. and smoking. we had to leave early though due to curfew. so att the Rated R stuff happened later. if at all. uh. the car ride home was fun. i was like sleep drunk. and i heard mike mike ( who claims he doesnt sing) sing MCR haha. kyle who was drunk was just sitting there eatting cheese curls. haha. no one would dance with me at the party but oh well. kevin spent half the time we were there with his pants off haha. jordan slapped everyone on the ass ( including me weird0 ) hmm. there were glowsticks. i love glowsticks.

me and love are gonna get my new fischy. im excited. its gonna be a goldfischy and hes gonna schwimmy schwimmy. i filled the tank yesterday. i loves it. all it needs now is a fish and some plants and itll be all set. =] i cant wait.

oh. i got my braces off. if thats any fun news.. not really. still got this stupid retainer. i wish someone would get online. im bored..and lonely.i cant wait for love to get here today.. i really misses him.a lot.

hmm what else what else..dorney park with melissa melissa. taht ws fun. it rained pretty much the whole time and we were first in line for a lot of the rides. we have to do that again. maybe bring someone else to who doesnt like rides to get him into them. hint hint.

i went to annes yesterday for a funny faces photo shoot. it was funny haha. i can do funny faces.

i feel like drawing but i dont know what to draw.

k so when i crack my knuckles my elbow hurts. thats fun. god i want a hug.. i wish there was something good on tv. theres still like 6 hours til the party. ugh. even longer til i see love so i can has hug.i knew it. its windy. that always happens when we are gonna have a BBQ. paperplates flying everywhere cups that arnt quite full all the way tip over ans spill.. ugh.

im not even hungry for breakfast.. my stomach hurts.. i dont like this. oh well. i keep feeling like i have to sneeze. ahh there we go. does anyone even read this anymore? im gonna go with a no. oh well.

theres not much else to talk about. so i guess thats it now.

Nicole Elizabeth

I Love Rob Scheld. ( A Lot. )

R.I.P Randyfisch

alrighty. its now june.

a bunch of stuff has happened.

im now 17. XD. and right now im in school. bored in graphic design. so i figured hey why not blog.still got an hour and 10 min left of this class. then i go to gym for literally 5 min then a lovely govt final which im really not looking forward to. but oh well. gotta take em.

im so glad we get to leave at 11. i mean it sonly 8:05 right now. but still its better then waiting to get out til 2:40. I love music.

um yea. so um . my fischy died. which is really sad. i buried him. just me though. wish someone was with me when i did it but its whatever. ive delt with it. i misses him though. but iz getting a new fischy. iz excited. its gonna be an angelfisch i think. i likes angelfischies.

bleh bleh bleh. i had a bunch of stuff that happened all in my head but now i cant remember any of it. i think that always happens. maybe. id have to go back and look at previous posts lolz. im not really gonna do that. but you get the idea.

so um i guess recent stuffs.

yesterday love randomly came over =] made me super happy. uh. i got sunburn on both my legs from sitting outside at my sisters soccer game from about 12 to 5. i got to use my new camera =] i love that thing. but it takes film which costs money that i dont have. so right now i only have 14 pictures left. and it wasnt workign the first two times i had to change the film. it ate it. so i lost like 4 or 5 pictures off the first thing of film but thats ok.uhhh

crap i just thought of somethign else and forgot it again cuz i had to scratch my face. that made me think of dori from finding nemo ( love that movie ). yay less than an hour left of graphic design. its my last class of the year. da dada daaaa.

i hoipe next year i have classes with more of my friends. this years been kinda bleh. i mean i have friends in some classes. but.. oh i dunno. im not gonna sit here and complain about it. i get to annoying when i complain apparently.

uhh. my b-day party was pretty great. i mean not everyone participated in the soda fights but it was alright. i got an Alex Pardee book from my aunt for my birthday =] i love that guy. ggrreeaatt artist. i wonder what im gonna do after school today. i have nothing to do.

rawr rawr rawr rawr rawr rawr.

random dino instertation.

so i wish i had more to do this period. i cant think of anything to draw like i did the last time. i wish someone would draw me something once in awhile. same thing with notes. but thats just me being annoying again.

im getting a headache.

so i made a fake little yearbook thing. not many people have signed it but thats alright. i didnt make it soon enough to get everyone to sign it. i wish i had a camera. i feel like takeing pictures.

ive only been typing for 15 min.calcagnos music taste sux. glad i have my ipod.

i wish i was with my love. i know he's having fun. i dont think its possible for me to have fun in this class. the only friend i have in here is steph and instead of working on her project like shes SUPPOSED to be doing, shes asleep. that annoys me. a lot.

as soon as i typed shes asleep she wakes up. weird. hmmm mreow?

i dont have my cool icons to put at the top of this entry. that sux. i guess ill just have to put some alex pardee up theres. cuz thats all i have on my flash drive.

blub blub blub. <'o'> das a fischy.

bird sounds? wtf.

calcagno needs better music. 45 min left. da dada daaa. half way done.

Nicole Loves Rob.

just thought id throw that out there.

i really dont have anything else to write so now i gotta find something else to do for 45 min. hmmm.. well we'll see.

Nicole Elizabeth

I Love Rob Scheld.

I Dont Believe That Anybody Feels The Way I Do About You Now.

ok. so i havent updated since march.

its may now.

i guess a few things have happened.

lets see if i can remember them all. ok. i went to this amazing show. i took my SATs. i went to a fair. i broke my phone.

i cant remember much else.

so lets just go off of that.

The Show. i went with carrie jeff steve george and GHETTO BOOTY. we went to see a skylit drive dance gavin dance attack attack i see stars in fear and faith and theres another band that we didnt get to see cuz we got there late. but the show was amazing. i bought a shirt from dance gavin dance and i got love a shirt from attack attack cuz he didnt go. he went to see disturbed with mikey. anyway. fun stuff happened. the ride up was hilarious. the ride back.. not so much. carrie and glenn got into a fght at the end of the show. so it was a really quiet car ride. we went to wawa to get soemthign to eat. we were out past curfew. i got home aound one. called love. and went to bed.

SATs. had to wake up early. ugh. they werent as hard as i thought they were gonna be. which i thought was good. but usually things i think are kinda easy i end up failing so that could be bad news for me.. oh well. for snacks i got a box of cookies. and a monster. yum yum yum. there really isnt much else to say on that topic.

The Fair. i went with steph and mike mike. apparently mike mike doesnt like rides. which kinda sucked cuz thats all me and steph wanted to do. so we ended up making him go on two. he didnt have a good time thoguh he told me. i did though. me and steph got a free ride. they forgot to take us off. it was funny except for thats the ride that cracked the front screen on my phone. then after the fair we were walking back to stephs house when i got a text. it was to remind me about the season finale of scrubs. =[ i almost missed it. but i didnt. it was a great ending. but i
didnt want it to end..i love that show.me and love are gonna get those seasons i swear.

Art Show. i comepletely forgot about it even though im going today. i have two things in it. my logo design and my huge movie poster. love has two things in it two. we're going today like i said. =] means i get to see him.

hmm.

i think thats all about that too.

so what else do i have to say. i mean i said a lot.

how about a paragraph about my love. =]

alright. so my love, rob scheld, is the most amazing person in the world. and even better yet, hes all mine. id hope he wouldnt wanna be shared. cuz im not gonna. ever. mine mine mine. i lvoe him more then anything in the whole entire world. and then some. i think about him all the time. its constant. everything reminds me of him in one way or another. i cant get him out of my head. (although i dont want to) i miss him so much when hes not around. he makes me smile all thetime. even if hes not around. when he hugs me i dont want him to let go. my favorite thing to do is to just lie around with him. we could just be watching tv. i hate having to say goodbye to him. hes the best. =] im not gonna let you go love. i hope he never ever leave me. i have to admit i am an extrememly jealous person when it comes to him. its ridiculous. i swear it is. the littlest thing will set off my jealousy. anyway. i need more stuff of his. ive been thinking. he has a bunch of my stuff. all i have is his hoodie. also he needs to fix his nicole necklace. i dunno if hes noticed but im not wearing my rob necklace til he fixes his. we also need more better pictures. i love taking pictures with him. even though it may seem like i dont want my picture taken. i do. with him. i cant wait until the next time i see him. im gonna hug him so much. i really miss him. i just saw him like 10 hours ago. i love him so much. i hope he knows that. hes my inspiration. he really is. i love to draw stuff for him. write notes to him. text him. but sometimes i think i get annoying. which could be true. i do get a bit clingy without realizing it. i think thats why im so jealous. but he puts up with it. and im glad. i would die if he left me i really would. im gonna love rob scheld forever. and ever.

well i think im done. this is pretty long. i guess it makes up for two months. maybe. but i think i could write about my love all day. =] i hope he knows how much i love/miss/need him. but like i said im done now.

ill try and update sooner next time.

I Love Rob Scheld.

Nicole Elizabeth.

Between Each Smile Theres A Tear In Your Eyes.

alrighty its been 8 days.

for some reason i just felt like updating.

ive been working on this stupid english outline since i got home. which was a little less then an hour ago but hey its boring stuff. im tired of looking at it.

im pretty bored i do have to say.and im cold. i have been all day. its really annoying. and my arm hurts again has all day. probably from volleyball ( which i actually pretty good at ). my head still hurts even after taking medicine. my foot keeps going numb. i think thats enough complaining.

so tomorrow

is wednesday =] i get to go to the library with love. and whoever else goes this time. just like last week. and the week before that. tomorrow is also the 11th. dun dun dun. we all know what that means.ok so not everyone does. but thats ok.

ahh Why Am I So Cold?! this is getting ridiculous. ugh. need more blankets. anyway...

mreow.

so i stole photoshop brushes from my teacher. not really though. i just took them. im pretty sure she wouldnt have cared anyway. speaking of photoshop.. i think ill work on my graphic design project later..maybe. or maybe ill find something uber exciting to do! (sarcastic)

so i found this creepy micheal jackson icon. i put it at the top if you didnt notice. actually i found a few funny ones. i do that sometimes. i had a whole mess on my other computer til the fucking thing crashed. but oh well i will eventually get it all back. dont you worry (although i dont think you were) i had a lot of important things on that computer.. i miss it. but again oh well. ill get it back.

ugh we have to start dancing in gym tomorrow. and i really dont want to. we have to partner up with the guys.. blarg. and i had to borrow gym clothes today which was super annoying. like i just picked up the first two things i saw. which ended up being a pair of bright pink shorts ( ended up being to small) and a bright white shirt ( to big) it looked like i wasnt wearing shorts at all. on the plus side partners tomorrow. me and james. so i wont be stuck with some guy i dont even know. which i absolutly hate doing. you have no idea. im not much for meeting new people like that. i mean sure new people Hi. but um ok we're gonna dance? not so much.

Ive notice i like to stat thing off with "so i..." a lot.

wow for it only being a week ive have a bunch to say. whod a thunk it. little old me writing full on paragraphs.

you know what i hate?

algebra. a lot. the stuff i dont get i mean. and even more the stuff i think i understand then completely fuck up in the end. that stuff is that worst and i garuntee that will happen on my test which i think it tomorrow maybe im not really sure anymore i keep doubting myself. hmm. do i? i know i have a german test..ugh i dont even wanna think about that. i can form completely correct sentances in german. they always end up being the wrong like tense or something like that. RAWR!. i just wanna be done with that boring book we had to read.

speaking of boring books we have to read the great gatsby in english. and its pretty boring so far. oooh big deal an affair. YOU BOUGHT HER A FUCKING PUPPY.

daisy diasy diasy ::smack:: yea thats what you get.

and if you havent read that then you dont know what im talking about. and then maybe im just crazy. but i dont really know of anyone who reads my blog that hasnt read that. but i only know of one person who ever reads my blog anyway. and its boring enugh that he may have stopped reading anyway.

but i think this entry is kinda better. i mean theres a bunch more of me just rambling. but hey maybe that could even be boring. you never know.

i miss sunday..not gonna lie. i miss it a lot. this weekend was just full of different stuff.

friday me and love actually went outside and played tennis. which was fun. then saturday i was outside for most of the day cuz it was warm and nice outside and love wasnt home later in the day so i had nothing to do here anyway (cuz lets face it thats why i stay inside.) so i was out and about. went to the library and turkey hill with allison. then went to hang out with kim. we went under the street. ( yes really ) it was much colder. then kim had to leave so i came home. after awhile i was taken to my grandmothers. where i spent the night. then went to breafast the next day at 8 at mcdonalds. then came home at like 12:30 and showered then went to loves. we took a bunch of pictures. well at least i did. he was running trying to hide from the camera. then the rest of the day was normal.

thats pretty much it.

so recap new things

-warm outside

-went outside

-played tennis with love

-went to public library

-hung out with my sister

-went under the street

-slept at grannys

-breakfast at 8 at mcdonalds

-went to loves on a sunday at nearly like 2

i think thats it.

hmm i cant really think of anything else to say. i think i got a lot of stuff covered. hmm. what else what else. i cant think of anything.nom nom nom

blub blub blub.

mreow mreow mreow

rawr rawr rawr

Nicole Elizabeth

I Love My Rob Scheld. more then anything else in the whole entire reign of existance.

No One Is Prepared For Their First Kill.

and its monday

a snow day

not a very good day either

i dont like snow days. for me theyre very boring. i never do anything. for different reasons such as i never have anyone to do anything with. i cant go anywhere because "the weathers to bad" and my personal favorite you have to stay home and watch your sisters.

so today has consisted of watching movies and talking to love.

random thought : next Halloween im gonna be Abby from NCIS.

anyway. i lost my train of thought. damn my easily distractedness. uhh. think think think

its monday. i need a place to stay saturday to sunday. and htinking i dunno who i would. it will most likely be kim depending on what shes doing and all. if she is doing something i will porbably be at my grandmothers which hey i dont mind and everything as long as its just me and granny. if my sisters are there id rather sleep outside.

looking at the weather on my itouch itll be 55 degrees on saturday. woah. thats great =]

and apparently you dont need a medical degree to be a coroner. or to assist in an autopsy. i wanna play!

uh oh. magee did bad. and apparently watching this show has put me in a better mood for some reason. thats just weird. i mean watching wall-e did nothing for me although i think the sucky contrast and lightness of the tv screen fluxuating (sp?) maybe have had something to do with me being pissed off. also the fact that i thought playing a game would cheer me up a bit but of course me failing miserably did nothing to help the fact.

i wish i would have done more with my day. had someone to spend it with or something like that.

i hope the snow is over with. i am so ready for warmer weather. and now there isnt really anything else for me to say.

when the going gets tough the though go clubbing.

Nicole Elizabeth

I Love Rob Scheld.

Thats Absurd. I Love It.

So its been 13 days since last posting.

so much for me posting more frequently right.

but anyway. im just kinda sittin around. not doing much. although i should be doing my german homework. just finished semi straightening my hair. and im real bored.

watching house. da dada daaaa ::yawn::

not much has happened in the last few days. nothing big. exxtra credit points. uh tests. ummm.. ah i dunno.

wow i would hate to drown out of water. that would kinda sorta really suck just a tad.

hmm im kinda tired.

this is a rather boring post.

now im half working on homework. mostly watching HOUSE.

yea i really have nothing to talk about so this is pretty much it.

Nicole Elizabeth

I Love Rob Scheld.

Meet Me In Outer Space.

So its Valentines Day. =]

and its been a pretty good day. although i didnt get to sleep til 3:30 this morning. then i got woken up at 6:47 yea i checked for some reason. fell back asleep. then woke back up at like 10:30. which i sthe longest ive slept in awhile i would say.anyway. after that i sat downstaires for awhile watching scrubs and trust me. ate breakfast and worked on loves card some more. then once my family got home from my sisters swim meet this morning i came upstaires.

after about an hour love showed up. =] wasnt expecting it. although i was hopeing to see him today. he gave me roses =] and chocolate. and a FISH =] we named him randy. he swims. but most fish do. i lovesez him. i was a pretty great surprise. [= made me very happy.

so after love left i got a shower and continued on his card. even thought its kinda not really a card. its more just a bunch of stuff put together. that i made. i really dont like it. but love said he'd like it no matter what. so i hope he does.

after awhile mum rachel and me went to the mall. i got love a little something. and i bought myself a tshirt lol. then we came home and went out again. to eat. to celebrate allisons second place win in the swim meet i was talking about earlier. it was an interesting meal. lots of laughing. bits of anger. ect ect. made a guy feel old. hehe. big joe. well little joe now. and sams mum were there. it was interesting.

and now its 11:33 and im just sittin here watching burn notice cuz love said its a great show and i should watch it. so i told him i would. he went to bed about 5 min ago. i hope i can get to sleep tonight i wouldnt want to be tired when i with love tomorrow. and i hope he feels better. he said his tummy hurt.

so this show is actually pretty good. lol. i think randy likes to watch tv with me. =].so i cant wait to see my love tomorrow. should be a great day. this whole weekend has been pretty great, i mean ive gotten to see love friday saturday and then tomorrow. who knows about monday. but either way its been pretty great. and now its 11:42.and as soon as burn notice is over i plan on going to sleep. so i guess thats it. this whole update has been about one day. and i cant honestly remember the last time i posted. hmm. so i cant really say what has happened between then and now cuz i cant remember when then was. if that makes any sense.

so really what im saying is whatever. lol. im done. this update is over. and thats all there is there isnt anymore. cept maybe if i wanted to get into talking about how boring the PSSA testing was. and i really dont cuz it was pretty boring. so i wouldnt wanna talk about it. its a snorefest lol. if i even spelled that right.

now that i have gotten completely off subject. i am done. now more going off topic. im done. im to into watching this show.. so sidetracked as i am i must be off to finish the show and then as they said in the pacifier " go nappy-po in beddy bye land". yea i went there.

Nicole Elizabeth

I Love Rob Scheld. More Then Anything In The Whole Entire World. And Will Continue To Do So Forever And Ever. =]

We Do Not Exist You Faithfully Insist.

Its that time again for a new post.

and its been pretty much forever. I mean wow January 18th to February 7th.

hmm what has happened..you know I think i should update more frequently cuz otherwise i forget what happens. youd think i wouldnt. but alas i have. so lets think. well more like let me think. what has happened in like the last month. not much really.

love got his lisence. he was pretty excited til he found out he couldnt drive. which does kinda suck. i know id be mad.

so last night i couldnt sleep. dunno why i just couldnt get tired enough to fall asleep. so i ended up stay up til 1:30. after getting off the phone with love at about 11 i went downstaires, sat down there with mum, who for some reason was still awake too, and i ate some chips. after finished the episode of psych the was on i came back up here. and i played my zombie attack game til 1:30. that game is addicting.

anyway. so loves at target right now. and im kinda bored.and hungry. cuz ive been up since like 8:30 and havent eaten anythign. been drinking mountain deww though. ahh my shoulder hurts.

i hate that.

rachel found me a zippo yesterday, its not really a zippo though its KALAN. same general concept though. love left his zippo here. hehehe.

i cant believe is already feburary. school is going by so fast. its crazy. we're picking courses for next year already.i, of course, wanted to take a bunch of art classes. stupid rule of 5 majors. boring. so it looks like i might be takeing german four even though i really didnt want to. but its either that or doubling sciences which i kinda dont wanna do. so i think ill stick with zoology and german four. with the obvious enlgish that we HAVE to take bleh. and then the rest is art classes. should be a good year. hope me and love have soem of the same classes.

and now for something completely different.

yea i dunno where i was going with that, just felt like sayin it. and you liked it. dont lie.

you know whats funny?

all the time i think of stuff that would be great to talk about in a blog then i actually come to type it and i forget everything.

dont you just hate that? i know i do.

so i really enjoy the new scrubs season. its pretty amazing. cant get that song out of my head.

"one day the sun got tired of being up in the sky, so he wandered down through the starlight and landed by the oceanside"

makes me giggle a little.

cept not right now. cuz im not in that great of a mood.

but hey what can you do.

wow interesting music im watching lol. a thing for me - metronomy.

follow the bouncing ball. that was pretty cool.

Rawr.

yep went there too.

i honestly dont have anything else to say. so i gues sthats it. woo.

Nicole Elizabeth

I Love Rob Scheld.

When You And I Are Alone I Never Felt So At Home.

Wow last post was the 5th. well its the 18th today. Loves Birthday. not much has happened between the 5th and now.

Its been 9 months for me and love =] Its seems as though i may not be going to boston after all. i gots my new camera finally. cost more though... fun fun fun. uhh. im trying to think of stuff that happened and im not really coming up with anything else..

Rage Against The Machine. Killing In The Name Of.

Iz pretty tired. today was great, spending it with love as it is sunday. that and his birthday ( as i already mentioned ). The card the i had been working on all day yesterday worked out. love seemed to like it. i didnt get the reaction i would have liked for the hoodie i made him. but i never get the exact reaction. i would have liked for it to work out a bit better. but thats just me. he still seemed to liek it.

Then, after he opened my present, we watched 2 movies ive never seen before. Twas otherwise a normal sunday.

well tomorrow we have off. and i have nothing to do..i was hoping to see love for another "tuesday" but i should have known that wouldnt be possible. oh well. ill find something to do. i guess. im hoping i sleep in later. i know i need it. and it would be nice for once. would be easier to do if the circumstances were different i know. but again oh well.

thats really it for now.

Nicole Elizabeth

I Love My Rob Scheld.

( Time Together Is Just Never Quite Enough)

Just By The Company We Keep.

Ok so i started this post 5 days ago and never finished it. so i guess ill finish it now. even though it really was finished i just never posted it. but ot much has happened in the last 5 days. Im sick. i got love sick. love missed a day of school. he came over yesterday. and today i have a shoot with Anne and Allisons birthday party is tonight. thats pretty much it.

(the followig is what i started on Jan. 5th.)

'Holy Balls'

yea i went mitchell davis on your ass, and you liked it.

so its the new year. and i could have sworn that id posted before now. but i guess i only thought about posting. anyway. since the last time i posted it became a whole new year. and its beginging pretty amazingly. i have a feeling this will be the best year ever.

so im sitting here watching pretty in pink. im not exactly sure why. its an ok movie. ive never seen it before.nom nom nom this chicken is delicious. im getting sidetracked.

ok since the 26th aka the last i posted we've had new years eve, new years day, and then today first day of school after break. new years eve. love was here. he wasnt expected to stay til midnight, but he did =]. twas great. stayed up watching south park and drinking amp\monster. took some pictures. it was just and amazing way to start the new year. then the next day.. was not so fun. family gathering. my sister made dad mad which started the day off pretty annoyingly. but then after we actually got to my uncles it was kinda ok. thats pretty much all that went on that day that i can remember.

rawr rawr rawr

so today is the 5th. first day back to school. it was uh..interesting.boring. annoying. ect.not much workwas done. just kinda a lazy day. thats really it.