You've Got An Over-Developed Sense Of Vengence.

~As You Wish~

So its sunday.

Im sitting here watching The Princess Bride and drinking my newly acquired red amp. and eating a hershey bar. ( yea im a fatty )

Christmas was three days ago. and for me it hasnt really felt like the "holiday season". But I honestly dont think it ever does. this time of year goes by to fast. and for once I wish it would snow. but global warming is a bitch.

Inconceivable.

Lets see what has happened between christmas and today. ::thinks:: k friday love came over. after waiting a bunch for my dad to get home. then yesterday. was a trip to the mall with my sisters and mum. it wasnt the best of trips. but i didnt get some stuffs. i got:

a new belt. ( one of those seatbelt ones. its pretty amazing )

a koosh ball. its green =] makes me happy.

a shirt ( yea it was Rise Against =] ) i ended up cutting it. actually i cut the design off the front cuz it was like 4 sizes to big. but i had to have it lol.

i also bought Kim her other half of a christmas gift. which is a scarf\bandana. its red. but its the same pattern as the one Mitchell Davis has in one of his videos lol.

"I'm a bandit gimme all your money. ::pretend gunfire::"

i also bought a monster which i still have yet to drink.

and a chicken samich from mcdonalds

then we went to target. also an interesting expierence.

i looked at hoodies which i told mum i was gonna. then got sidetracked looking at cameras..i found one i wanted. and could pay for. but they were out of stock which really sucked. so ill be going back sometime this week to see if its back in stock. i sure hope so..other then that we went to starbucks. i bought me and allison some fraps. I saw Sam. she was really busy working the drive-thru. then today. with my love =] twas fun. but i hate leaving. well ill see him wednesday. ( new years eve =] ). but thats it for now.



Nicole Elizabeth





I Love Rob Scheld. More Then Anything. In The Whole Entire World. And Everythign Beyond That. And Nothing Will Ever Change That. Ever.
We Live Happily Ever After.
The End.

Directive.

So Its Christmas.

Happy Christmas.

Its been an interesting day i guess. no where nea as good as yesterday though.ill run through my day as it really went.

woke up around 7:50ish. then at about 8:30 or so we went down staires. opened presents.

list of what i got then:

Bride Of Chucky (movie)

WALL-E (movie)

hair straightener

shoelaces

sox ( one pair of knee highs and like 6 pairs of ankel )

clay things to paint

drawing set thing

little box to draw in

chapstick ( tastes like rice crispie treats =] )

pj pants

WALL-E ( stuffed animal thing )

WALL-E ( coloring page )

3 hershey bars

4 packs of gum ( 5 pieces each )

foam bed cover ( not any comfier. if thats even a word )

werther's

two nerf guns

two scarves ( one striped and one ska )

3 little bottles ( of coca cola )

and a little kitty thing. ( looks real but isnt? )

then around 12:30 we had my two grandmothers my aunt my uncle come over to eat. but before we ate they gave us their gifts.

i got :

a hoodie ( fender )

an ornament full of chocolate ( german )

$50

weird shoes things ( so as not to slip on the ice )

pens\pencils

i think thats it. then my cousin marsha her daughter and her fiance ( Bri Bri lol ) came and ate. we got soap from them. i also got an offer to babysit carol ( marshas daughter ) in Boston. for two days. and im going. mum said yes. so Jan 23rd. im skipping school to ride 6 hours to Boston to sit in a hotel room with a 5 year old lol. should be exciting. allison didnt find it to exciting though. she was pissed. oh well.

after they all left ( after another exciting nerf gun fight ) we didnt really do anything. sat around played a game my dad got. which is actually pretty fun i lost though. oh well. anyway. after awhile i went down to stephs cuz i was really really really bored. so i got down there and her like entire family was there. including her cousin andora. she loves me..ridiculously. she had me running all over the place which i really dont mind.

after i left there i got home. dad called aunt nancy to see where she was. we went over there. who else would be there but carol again. those kids are crazy. but fun. lol. i enjoyed that a bunch. that and aunt nancy has a kitty. his name is George. i called him george the cat. hes cute. then we came home. which is how i ended up here. and that was my day.

not as good as yesterday though. Christmas Eve Mit Love. =]

twas pretty great. exchanging gifts. laying around. just a great way to spend christmas eve =] 16.

nothing else is really worth mentioning. lol. so i guess thats it. woo. i think ill watch some of my movies or something. i need somethign else to do.

RAWR. that is all

Nicole Elizabeth

I Love Rob Scheld.

A Lot.

Everybody Lies.

ok so bored and now righting a blog.
today is thursday.
my days been kinda sucky. not all bad though. first lets start off with this morning.
i was really tired.not much else lol. then i went to school. first period was interesting. played a game in health. weird ass trivia. then algebra. which really really sucked.
people in that class are so dumb its rediculous. but oh well. failing dat test.
then study hall where i got to eat my cupcake. nom nom nom. doing homework and such. then lunch. then enviromental scince played a reviw game for teh test tomorrow.
then government. we (da dada da) played yet another review game. my team won though unlike in envir. where we came second to last. out of 6. then english. twas interesting and annoying at the same time. then german. worked on a project the whole time. then after school was the holiday party.
it was fun. played bingo. ate some yummy foods. had a pinata ( i got to keep the body lol ) luke broke it. twas funny. then i got home. and i sat around
edited sme stuff. finished the algebra homework. not much else.
Rawr Rawr Rawr.
yea thats it.

nicole elizabeth

I Love rob scheld.

Read You Like A Polygraph.

-except for you and me love, everyones the same.

thanx love for getting that song stuck in my head. and currently playing in my ear.

-im not after fame and fortune im after you

yea so like i said stuck in my head. but thats ok tis really an amazing song.

sitting here just sitting here. yep so nice had to say it twice.

not really all the nice. i are lonely. and im in an artsy mood. i dont know what to do though. felt like drawing. but i has nothing to draw. cant take pictures without a camera.. maybe ill edit something. but what? hmm i dunno. i need some better pictures..which i cant get without a camera. i need to get me one of those.

my mouth is on fire. hot sauce =].

-the dirt whispered child im coming home.

ok. so. i have come to terms with the fact that ( again thanx to love ) rise against is offically my favorite\most listened to band. and im ok with that.

i really dont know why i decided to update today. just bored.

-what we are is the sum of 1000 lies what we know is almost nothing at all

nothing really exciting to say. just going off on random sprits. yea sprits its a word. google that shit.lol

something that makes me angry - we should have had a two hour delay today. ( hot mouth ) but we didnt. fricken rain ruined everything. oh well it was a nice sight yesterday with all the snow.

-this is not a test this is cardiac arrest

today however nothing. no percipitaion whatsoever. i dunno why but i thought i spelled percipitation like participation. hmm oh well. ok remembering something interesting i guess i havent said anything cuz i thought , actually i couldve sworn, i posted recently.

monday. out with kim. went to starbucks. met who we thought was chris. then went to loves. ( i gots a vanilla latte case you were wondering. ) anyway. we were just standing around outside. kim smacks herself in the face with her keys. next thing we know shes bleeding from the head. it was really funny lol.

woah wait i found that post. haza. i never posted it. i saved it as a draft. oh well. this is gonna be that post from monday lol so other then that i had an amazing weekend aswell.

we'll go backwards since i already said monday.

-it kills me not to know this but ive almost just forgotten

sunday. i was with love. twas amazing. 16 hehe we watched shaun of the dead, diary of the dead, amityville horror. shot some nerf guns. twas much fun.

-i dont hate you but i just want to save you while theres still somethign left to save

saturday. i was at my g-ma's pretty much til 4 making cookies. and all the jazz. then afterward we went to five below. i bought gifts for love, steph, and kim. then we came home and we had the treelighting on mainstreet. love came and we went to that. go there went up with kim tanesha suzy ( and her boyfriend keith ) then kimmel and karlyn. that was an icing fight waiting to happen ( and it did ). pretty crazy amazing.

friday. love was here. he created a new weapon. consisting of a nerf gun dart ( broken ) and a thumb tack. its still stuck in my ceiling. we burned some pictures and such of chris. that was funny. wind proof lighter. chyea right lol.

BAMF.

-all we are is entertainment

i should be doing some homework. eh ive got all night for four problems ill be fine. this was actaully a semi interesting post. kinda. maybe. its possible. its pretty long. but oh well. im done now. i needs more of mah drink. my driiink. dont worry its tea. lol Mitchell Davis.

-little boxes on the hillside little box made of ticky tacky

gotta love that mitchell davis. hes so funny lol. im a bamf. if your doing this right now your a bamf. do you want some i thoguth you would boo yea bo yea boo boo boo boo yea ea ea ea. aannyywwaayyy. yea... im never gonna call you back.

you're awesome\get well\happy graduation\you're fired. ok really this time. im finished. no more. im done. thats the end of this post.

Nicole Elizabeth

I Love Rob Scheld.

ps - alex pardee is amazing.

Hero Of War, Yea That's What I'll Be.

I was told I needed to update. So I guess I am.

Today is Monday. The 8th. Not that it matters much what day it is.

Well lets see if anything ( besides yesterday ) is worth mentioning from today back to the 15th ( last post )

hmm, umm im thinking im thinking im thinking...uhh..yea..

yea umm. kinda sorta having trouble remembering anythign really.. weird enough as it seems. but i guess thats ok. maybe kinda a little no. nvm. its not. i could have sworn there has been something good between now and what like 3 weeks ago? yea like 3 weeks.

My job finally called me. ive worked for all of 3 and a half hours. 8 bucks an hour. yea.

Yesterday was pretty amazing, not gonna lie.

Spent the day with love as i do most sundays. wrestling, nerfguns, energyshots. thats what the day consisted of. fun fun fun.

i think this is gonna be a short post becuase honestly i dont have that much more to say about anything.

i really thought i did. i should updat more so i dont have to try and remember ( and potentially forget ) things that happened 3 weeks ago. its deff. doesnt seem to work for me. maybe its just the mood im in. Fricken health project due tomorrow that im still not done. its 10:41. gotta get up tomorrow morning and finish. but thats ok. im only getting up 5 min earlier because all i have to do is color and stuff.

as i said short post. nothing to say.

Nicole Elizabeth

I Love Rob Scheld.

When Sleeps The Only Medicine...

lack of posting has been caused by lack of exciting things to post about. and honestly i cant remember everything thats happened since the 6th. not that it was very long ago at all. 9 days.

maybe i can remember kinda. but im not gonna go and list everything. cuz honestly there wasnt that much.

there was the fridays with love. and the sunday which were pretty much the only good parts.

other then that umm. well. not much. i got two more books to read.

Paper Towns = AMAZING.

john green is just a great author. and then he other book is one we read in English class.

well part of it anyway. Civil Disobedience. i dunno why but i wanted to read it. so i got a copy of it and when i finish Paper Towns which could and probably will be soon ill get to reading that

well its saturday, ( for a whole nother hour and 6 min ) then tomorrow my favorite day of the week. with love. it should be amazing as usual =]

oh i know something new thats happened since the 6th well i think.

getting rides to and from school with sam. is that new i really cant remember. i think it is. if not then oh well. its great though. hmm i really dont think theres anything else. not a very exciting post but oh well.

Nicole Elizabeth

I Love Rob Scheld.

All I Wanna Say Is That I Really Miss You..

wow go me for now updating for like 489563947 days.

but seriously its been 16 days.

and a bunch has happened.

i honestly cant remember it all. lol

lets hit the key points.

Halloween.

day alone with love.

thats pretty much it lol

well my favorite parts anyway.

its thrusday. which means tomorrow is friday woot.

i feel like dancing.

the rise against picturey thing i made isnt very good. kinda bums me out a bit.

oh well time to start somethign new.

but what to do.

i love to sit in my room and listen to my music through headphones.

makes it seems like the house is silent for once.

no yelling or anything.

til someone bursts into my room and yells at me for not listening to them.

which tends to happen.

but for the time it doesnt im happy.

after the elementary school lets out im gonna go up to the school and draw for a bit.

i have the urge to sit up high and be creative.

something else that makes me happy.

for now while love is gone.

wiping his computer clean so hes not on.

i wish the elementary school let out earlier.

i wont have much time to draw before it gets dark.

especially since its getting dark now cuz its rainy.

maybe the place i wanna sit is all wet anyway.

oh well we'll just have to see now wont we.

you know what bothers me

how everyone is all 'omg twilight'

and now myspace is covered in twilight crap.

bleh. twilight is for conformists.

i really dont know what to do now.

kinda bored. i probably wont go draw.

to rainy. and darkish.

ill just draw here.

but what to draw.

thats the real question here.

maybe i should do my homework?

nah. ill save that for study hall tomorrow.

oh well i guess thats it for today.

Nicole elizabeth (fricken shift key is being stupid.)

I love rob scheld.

Loose Lips Sink Ships.

And its tuesday again.

the 21st.

and not much has happened over the past week.

last wednesday. nothing

thursday. pretty sure nothing.

friday. love came over =]

saturday. was the homecoming dance. twas loads of fun =] lots of dancing ( of course ) made me happy.

although the bruises i has now.. not so much with the smiles.

then of course. sunday with love =] amazing as usual. =]

then yesterday. nothing exciting.

and now today. again not much going on.

just sitting here.

this is a boring post huh.

oh well.

Nicole Elizabeth

I Love Rob Scheld.

And In The End I'll Be With You.

Its Tuesday.

october 14th.

i havent posted sonce last thursday wow.

i guess ive had good reasons.

liek i said it was a busy four day weekend.

thursday. sucked. entirely. i didnt get to see love. i was pretty angry.

then friday. ( and yea repetitive ) field of screams.

deff not as i expected. didnt get there until like 9 oclock.

i got home about 1ish. after falling asleep for half an hour in the van on the way home. with steph falling asleep in my arms.

then saturday. i voluteered at music and market down on main street where i was on my feet practically all day.

well from abot 9-6.

in that time. i helped people set tables up, climbed a rock wall twice, ate chinese food, bought a cd, obtained 3 new shirts, got my face painted and hair dyed, talked to people, and visited steph at work. then i came home.

got a shower and my sister curled my hair.

it didnt turn out very well.

anyway. then sunday.

i finally got to see my love. =]

made me very happy.

spent all day with him. well i mean after my parents felt like leaving arpund 11.

i left his house aroubd 8:30. then my family went to walmart.

that was an interesting experience.

although i did find a halloween costume.

speaking of halloween..i have no idea what im doing this year. kinda makes me mad.

i dont know who im gonna go trick-or-treating with. ( im going even though my younger sister says its "childish" )

i really dont wanna go with katie..and everyone else. so i need to figure that stuffs out.

but yea. back to what ive been up to.

yesterday was monday.

nothing realy happened.

today is tuesday.

nothing really happeneing today either.

i gotta go to kims later to figure out what we're wearing for twin day tomorrow.

other than that i gots nothing.

and thats really it.

psats tomorrow.

ugh.

oh well.

such as life.

Nicole Elizabeth

I Love Rob Scheld.

Never Look Back, Let's Keep Driving..

Its seems as though ive come into a large bit of time. to do nothing. so ill update on a thrusday instead of my usually weekend blogging.

of course today is thursday and its 8:23 am.

i was supposed to be leaving in half an hour. but plans got changed. =[.

so i have to wait 6 hours to see my love.

but im not gonna let it get to me.

Ill see him later today so its better then nothing.

anyways. ive been awake for about an hour so far.

ive successfully sent love an email and laid in bed listening to music for that time. i wish i could sleep later. but its like physically impossible for me nowadays. (yea i just said nowadays got a problem with it, didnt think so)

its a four day weekend yay.

and i have something planned everyday like i said before i think.

well kinda. today i has nothing til love gets here around 2:30 he said

then tomorrow i has nothing til 5.

who knows how early i have to be on mainstreet on saturday

and then of course sunday with love im over there in the morning.

so its a pretty great weekend.

although it would have been better if today was still as planned....

anyway. i think theyre doing construction behind my house. construction meaning i think they are repaving the park. it does need it but beginning at 7:30 am is a bit much. but really we are supposed to be in school so it doesnt matter much lol.

ok now that ive stopped zoning out.. its now 8:32. not that it matters.

i got a hair cut. its kinda sorta sux. oh well.

i gotta figure out how to make myself look like a scarecrow for saturday.. hmm

umm thats really it i guess. ill end up posting again some other day of the four day weekend.

so yea thst it for now

Nicole Elizabeth

I Love Rob Scheld.

::SIGH::

Tada its Sunday.

and im doing algebra homework,and watching a movie. ( crappy try at a saw movie )

and of course waiting for love to get on.

this week has been pretty well. boring.

monday. nothing

tuesday. nothing

wednesday. nothing

thrusday i did get to visit love which was amazing.

friday love came over as usual. we went to the fire saftey thing down the street

it was really annoying.

then saturday. i hung out with steve. after love went to a party.

it was alright. played some scrabble,climbed a tree. ect ect

then of course today.

with love til about 7:15ish

its sux to have had to leave so early.

i mean i usually dont leave til 8:30.

it kinda really bummed me out.

that and the fact that love didnt feel good.i wish he did.

but other then love getting sick and me leaving early today was great.

i should really be doing my algebra homework. but i really dont want to.

love should be getting on soon. i miss him already...

::sigh::

tomorrow i have to run the mile frist thing in the morning. fan-fucking-tastic.

i really dont want to..but oh well.

this movie is actually ok. not gonna lie.

and now he's on. yay.

theres really not much else to say.

next week will be kinda busy.

im excited.

but really thats it.

so yea..

Nicole Elizabeth

I Love Rob Scheld.

You're Giving Me A Run For My Money,Honey...

And Its Monday. The 29th

And this week had been pretty busy.

I kinda like being more involved. But I miss being here everyday and being able to talk to love.

Anyway.

Last Monday I didnt really do anything

Tuesday. I had a meeting with Julie. Then went to Christinas Frame Shop to make signs.

Wednesday. again not much

Thrusday. went to Christinas again. put together more signs and painted a bit. got a bunch of board to paint on for free. its was amazing. so i got home and I painted. and have been painting.

Friday. Love came over. i hated having him leave. but at least i got more time with him

Saturday. Went with Julie to put up the signs we made. met new people. it was weird. i dont usually do stuff like that but it was nice.

and then Sunday =] with love. all day. my favorite day.

we had our own HOUSE marathon. it was amazing.

and now its Monday again.

I got a job. have to fill out my W-4 forms. which is what my parents are arguing about downstaires. oh well. I just needed a job. and 8 bucks an hour a few days a week will do just fine. as long as i get some kinda money im ok.

right now i should be doing english homework. but i got distracted.

i feel like painting. but my sisters took my paints for something else. and i dont feel like getting them.

Ive been feeling funny lately.

and not the good kind

something weird going on in my dreams.

the only person that really needs to know ive told so im not going into great detail about it.

not that i could if i tried. it really doesnt make any sense to me at all.

but since love is the only onewho reads my blog i really dont feel a need to address the problem any further lol. oh well.

thats really it.

Nicole Elizabeth.

(Nikicole lol)

I Love Rob Scheld.

If These Walls Could Talk You Would Be In So Much Trouble..

wow its been a week.

and honestly its the same thing every week. my favorite day being sunday =]

nothing happened during the week.

saturday i spent that day doing homework. well kinda

epic procrastination.

but thats nothing new.

monday. nothing

tuesday. nothing

wednesday. nothing

thursday. nothing.

friday however..lets just say the term "fucking squarehead" was used by love alot.

we had to walk in the rain all the way to my house.

its was annoying. but when we got here it was much better.

then saturday.. well i already said what i did

sunday ( favorite day of the week as usual ) spent the day with love =]

amazing.

then today. being monday again.

today was alright.

school. just school i guess.

nothing really going on.

supposedly getting some movies from steve today.

thats about it.

i should be doing my homework now

but im to lazy..anyway..

well i guess thats it.

Nicole Elizabeth

I Love Rob Scheld.

Just Dont Leave My Side Tonight...

Okay its monday.

i miss sunday.

can we go back in time just for a few hours. please?

uhh.

yesterday was so amazing.

but its monday now. well its been monday but you know what i mean.

i feel pretty crappy im not gonna lie.

im not even really sure why i feel crappy.

i think i may be getting sick.

i dont wanna be sick =\

but anyway. back to yesterday

i was with love.

from 10:30ish to about 8.

with a minor 10 min break.

yea i left and came back =] and it was great.

but that was yesterday.

its monday.

had school

and now im home

i have been

for nearly 3 and a half hours. and now its time to eat...

and now that dinner is over.

i feel soo much better (sarcasm)

interesting news though.

mum got a speeding ticket.

way to go mum.

and now im helping some chick with her algebra homework.

im really bored.

uhh i need tutoring in german.

ill as frau tomorrow when i can stay after.

not that that had anything to do with anything.

well there really isnt anything else to say today...

Nicole Elizabeth

I Love Rob Scheld. ( More Than Anything )

I'd Do Anything Just To Hold You In My Arms...

Ok its friday.

this week has been alright.

i havent posted anything all week.

so i decided that since today was the best i would recap the week.

ok so monday i did post but that was technically still part of the weeked.

tuesday. it was alright i guess. i mean it was a day uh..5 yea 5. i had gym.

boring as anything..btu yea tuesday was alright.

wednesday again gym. and was alright. nothing really major amazing.

thrusday aka yesterday. umm yea again nothing major.

today. it was picture day.. uhh, i hate picture day.

but love came over today =] =]

deff the best part of the week. of course i still get to see him sunday =]

but anyway.

my phone doesnt work.

we havent paid the bill.

which sux cuz now i wont get my nightly phonecall. and goodnight from my love.

=\

but now i have my phone back!!!! i can recieve calls!!

yessssssss

anyway.

well actually i guess thats it.

Nicole Elizabeth

I Love Rob Scheld.

I Wish You All Didn't Have To Breathe As Much..

Its the last day of our 4 day weekend.

Ive got candy corn.

nom nom nom

But this weekend has been pretty good.

Friday was good.

Saturday was okay. Everyone was doing something.

Saturday night i had to spend the night at my grandmothers because she wasnt feel well and my sisters were both gone.

which was nice i thought i was gonna have the night to myself but something always comes up when i get nice nights liek that.

anyway

sunday (best day of the weekend)

i spent the day with non other than my love =]

its was amazing.

we went mini golfing. watched movie. took naps.

it was just AMAZING.

then today.

im here alone

mum and rachel went to giant

dad went to the hospital with my grandmother

and allison is at vanessas because she was on a telethon this morning.

and im here. by myself.

im all alone. theres no one here beside me. lol

anyway..

School tomorrow.

deff not looking forward to it.

except for the parts where i get to see love..

that just makes the day worth it.

i got new shoes saturday.

2 new pairs

both airwalks. i likes them

but now im just sitting here eating candy corn watching tv drinking tea.

ill have to get a shower soon but im to lazy to do it now.

and now to continue with my candy corn...

Nicole Elizabeth

I Love Rob Scheld.

Car Crashs On Cue, Stuck Trigger, And My Bad Mood On The Radio.

well it was the 3rd day of school.

and it was okay.

boring assembly first.

then i had a study hall where i have yet again no one.

then algebra where i got homework

then studay hall which was with love. kinda. we sit on opposite sides of the room =\

then lunch which was good cept for the seat changing and a constant annoying person.

and i was freezing.

then i went to environmental science which we went outside.

then government which was boring

then english which was pretty good actually

then german...which is the class im actually worried about.

i have a feeling im not gonna do very well this year.

but oh well.

that was pretty much my day

when i got home.

me sam and kevin sat outside and just kinda hung out for about an hour and a half.

then i came home did my english homework

ate dinner

and now im here.

and thats the end of that

Nicole Elizabeth

I Love Rob Scheld.

Gonna Dance The Night Away. This Is How The Beats Drops.

Well I havent added stuff for a bit so i decided to update

yesterday was the first day of school.

it was a drag

intensly a drag.

i was kinda sick. and i didnt get to see Rob much.

but that changed today =]

i felt fine and i saw love after like every single class =]

it was amazing.

nothing really uber exciting or anything.

just school.

and i got a new bed =]

its comfy actually.

its great.

but now im just kinda sitting here listening to fer sure.

this is really a pointless post.

but oh well

Nicole Elizabeth

I Love Rob Scheld.

Nothing Lasts Forever. Then What Makes Love The Exception....

Today was nothing short of amazing.

but most sundays are.

i spend them with love of course =]

got there earlier today.

it was just a great day.

Then I forgot to blog for yesterday so we'll go on with that too.

I was at my grandmothers.

we we're playing card games.

it was pretty fun. i drove a bunch lol

went there, drove back, drove to kohls, drove to ac moore,drove home.

then around 8ish i went to loves =] =]

that just made my night.

came home around 10:15

well today was the last day of summer. tomorrow we have school.

really not looking forward to it really.

but oh well such is life.

i guess thats it really

Nicole Elizabeth

I Love Rob Scheld.

Everyone In This Galaxy Just Wants To See You Twirl....

Alright so today was pretty great cept for the sorness. =]

woke up and was completely alone in my house.

no annoying sisters or anything

so great.

then after awhile i got a shower.

ate dinner. then got ready to leave

after love picked me up we went to the alley.

no one was there yet so we walked to CVS

get some drinks then went back.

some people were there so we stayed.

then more showed up. we sat at a table

then, someone i didnt think would be there showed up lol

kylee.

but thats okay.

love and i played air hockey a bunch.

i won every game =] lol

it was amazing.

thats pretty much all we did.

everyone had other people to hang with. so it was okay.

i still had fun =]

then of course it was time to leave about 8:45

came home.

ate my frist ever cheese steak mit pepporoni it was delicious.

then i came up here. where i am now.

so it was a pretty great day =]

and thats it

Nicole Elizabeth

I Love Rob Scheld.

In A Car Underwater With Time To Kill.

Wow hitting the blog early today.

Today i was thinking, was gonna be a good day.

i was not completely correct.

i woke up and talked to love which was amazing as usual =]

the i got a shower as usual

then round 3:30 i went to get luke steph and lauryn to hang out.

went to stephs. she was still asleep. 3:30 in the morning and shes still asleep... -_-

then to lukes. he was home. we went to lauryns. we got there and lauryns mum came out with a phone and said " say hello" it was lauyrn lol.

she was at stephs house.

it was ridiculous.

then we went to kims. she didnt answer her phone nor the door.

so me and luke just went to kevins.

we hung there til about 5:30

then luke and i went to the school.

for all of like half an hour.

then i walked luke home and went home myself.

i ate dinner.

BLTs minus the LT

then i went to the school by myself.

jogged a bit,and did other things having to do with excercise.

then i came home by 8:25

and now im here.

i showed mum some outfits,cuz shes paranoid of my clothing choices may the be to black or jeans with holes and writing one them.. its pathetic.

but yea now that thats over

im here talkin to love how mornings are gonna suck.

ill be here the reast of the night so thats it

Nicole Elizabeth

I Love Rob Scheld

So Live For The Moment Now...

wow its actually the correct date for once.

well today was pretty well uh different.

i was stuck here all day after being woken up by allison at 8:30 in the morning.

i fell back asleep of course.

woke up around 11:30 and went downstaires and make dad luch as usual

then when he got home and after scrubs was over i went to go for a bike ride.

i went outside to get my bike and there i find Luke. He scared the crap out of me.

we went up to the school for like 3 hours

it was fun. we talked. played with the hoses lol

got a bit wet. ran around. sat on a dugout

the usual stuffs.

then we went to the pool for free pizza from lukes mum

we brought it back to my house for dinner. then luke left to go to chris's

i went for a real bike ride then and as usual just thoguht about stuffs.

then i came home and started my computer again. and as soon as i turned on my computer. luke was back.

we sat here. he talked to love. we watched tv. pretended we were dinosaurs lol.

it was great. then he left around 8:15 and went back to chris's

and then i was here alone.

i watched some tv talked to love.

then i turned off my rv and just did a couple of surveys. and now im here doing this blog.

so yea today was different.

and now its tomorrow lol.

should be fun.

Nicole Elizabeth

I Love Rob Scheld.

I Hate The Ocean Theme Parks And Airplanes...

yea its only been the 20th for about 15 min so i fet id recap on yesterday.

It was great.

I woke up got a shower. then went to clean my room. which i did a pretty okay job of. not really what i wanted but oh well.

then after about an hour of waiting love came over. we had a great time as usual. we went to the school and hung here ect ect.

it was amazing.

then he had to leave =\

thats when i sat around here as usual.

i find it hard to believe that my sisters need me more when love is over then any other time of the day. its fucking annoying. they never really have anything important to say or want me to do anythign of any significance. they just wanna bug me. i dont bug them when they have people over. but oh well.

ive been sitting here for about all of today trying to learn the candy mounain song. yeah i know im weird but its giving me sonethign to do. even thoguh im pretty much failing at it.

ive also been thinking of stuffs. but thinking never really gets me anywhere but worried. so i try not to as much.. but occasionally my mind wanders and i become the biggest pessimist in the world.

i do it to myself alot. thats when i go for a bike ride. i think about everything on bike rides. but it doesnt really help much. but in some way i guess it does. i just need answers that im not willing to ask questions for. im afriad of the answers in a way.

have you ever had that heart skips a beat feeling or how you feel your throat is closing?

yea i get that alot when i think or ask questions about certain things.

no everyhting

just stuff about my past and such

dont get me wrong

i love to talk about my past.

just some of it still makes me sad

and thats the stuff i tend to keep in the back of my head.

never let that stuff out cuz i know if i do ill end up doubting myself and eveyone else. but to a higher level. so i just dont let it get to me as much. i guess in awhile ill let it out little by little so its not all stuck there for the rest of my life but for now there itll stay.

but on a happier note.

i get to see my love more than twice this week. (complete change in subject)

goign to the alley on friday.

the way kevin described it,it should be funny.

and i guess thats it.

Nicole Elizabeth

I Love Rob Scheld.

August 18th

Ok today is the 18th.

woke up to my sister telling me i need to get up.

then mum came home

i had to drive allison to her little rehearsal.

it was so boring. 45 min of proving how unprepared teachers can be when they arent getting paid for being there.

then i drove home. sat here for a bit.

then i had to help mum and dad unload my bed. ( yea i got a new bed frame)

then drove myself to the dentist for a teeth cleaning

came home and here i sit.

luke and teresa where here for a bit but they left when we ate dinner

but otherwise ive just been here.

looking at I Can Has Cheezburger Pix.

and talkin to love =]

but yea thats pretty much it

Nicole Elizabeth

I Love Rob Scheld.

August 17th

Again its the 18th but i need to update for yesterday.

cuz it was amazing.

i spent the day with my love like i do every sunday =]

we went schwimming

and watched a bunch of movies

and just had fun =]

i love spending the day with love.

then i came home and watched the raost of bob saget.

it was crazy funny.

then again ended the night talkin to love. =]

Nicole Elizabeth

I Love Rob Scheld.

August 16th

Ok I know its the 18th but i needed to update for the last few days.

so the 16th was an okay day.

Anne asked me to do a photoshoot with her.

so after a bunch of getting ready we went to it

it was so much fun. i was wearing a tutu and a bunch of make up. we got a bunch of cool shots to

total of 980 something pix all together.

after all that i came home

got a shower then went for a bike ride.

just thinking about stuffs.

came home and sat on the computer like i usually do.

ended the night talkin to my love as usual =]

so it was a great day.

Nicole Elizabeth.

I Love Rob Scheld.

August 14th

I Forgot to post yesterday so im typing it now as if I were posting yesterday.

so today was okay i guess.

I did alot of bike riding. and was alone for a bit. but thats ok.

after a full day of bike riding I came home. and started to plan an adventure with mitch. after about a half an hour we decided that him steph and I would go to the mall. So he came and picked us up. and we were on our way. but we got lost. it was amazing. we ended up going bowling. with half an hour to play one game. we did it. and i made it home right on time. scores were me 104 mitch 80 and steph 66. It was a great adventure. I came home and well the time after that wasnt so good. but we're not gonna get into that. anyway today was fun overall i got some bike riding in. and thought about stuffs. It was good for me. but I guess thats it

Nicole Elizabeth.

I Love Rob Scheld.

August 13th

Its Wednesday.

Ive gotten the urgeto draw. but im not sure what yet. this is the 3rd time ive tried to have a blog. and keep it. so 3rd times a charm right? anyway. today was boring. got up and reread a lot of old emails which still make me smile. then i did some chores and called sam like i told her i was going to do, but she didnt answer. which i guess is okay. I mean id just like to see her once in awhile. shes been home for awhile and we havent really hung out much. i miss her. we used to be so close. But anyway. for the rest of the day i was home alone til about 3. during that time i danced a bit with my loud music. because thats what i do when no one is home. i dance to loud music. and i talked to love. which as usual was amazing. then i turned on scrubs. but was interrupted when my dad got home. he wanted me to go with him for a ride. of course he didnt say where we were going. he does that alot. but we ended up at a car dealership to look for a new car for mum. then after awhile we came home. i caught the last 15 min of Scrubs. then i was downstaires watching the messengers and MIB. Then i made dinner. which i failed to do correctly. after that i just came up here and continued to do this. which is where i am now. and im doing pretty much nothing. and i decided to make another blog. do some surveys. talk to people. and draw which is were we started so i guess thats it.

Chocolate Rain. lol

Nicole Elizabeth.